Hurm..today is 2/1/2009, exactly a year after an incident happens in my life. I don't know whether I should celebrate it or I should grieve on it. Yes, I gain freedom but still I lose someone. I believe, whatever happens, there is 'hikmah' behind it. Usually whenever something happens, I will just let it be or in mandarin - suan le. I refuse to look behind, since it is useless and nobody can undo it. Just look forward and be alert for what's coming. Choose your path wisely and make the right decision, so you won't regret after that. Of course when you consider the choices, you will look at the benefits you will get, but don't forget the losses you will have. Maybe the losses will overweigh the benefits and think whether the decision worth the losses. Just remember, sometimes, you cannot have both or more in one time or you will lose all of them.
As malay saying says ,'yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran'.
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Anniversary? hehe, i dun even remember the date..
well, have u ever heard that grief brings back what has been lost? so why grief then? Leave people to their Creator. Extinguish the flame of hatred from your heart by forgiving everyone who has ever hurt you, and you can be the happiest person in the world.
After hardship, Allah will soon grant relief.. Quran 65:7
really? well maybe i don't grieve but rather to express the lament that i carried along the way until now. maybe what i miss is the title not the person itself. maybe i feel that i wasted so much time to be imprisoned. maybe i feel insecure to lead the journey in front.
so many possibilities until i feel empty.
anyway what happened happened already, suan le..
~the dark side of me~
".. and put your trust in Allah, if you are indeed believers." Quran 5:23
put your trust to Him, don't feel lonely nor insecure.If Allah is with you, then whom you have to fear? If Allah is against you, then what hope do you have? be optimistic in your journey in front.
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