Aku

Ini adalah duka-duka aku di Rx6th

Bila aku bertanya dalam kelas --> aku nak tunjuk pandai

Bila disoal dalam kelas dan disuruh tulis kat depan --> aku disuruh ke depan

Bila takde sape nak masuk kuiz wakil sister --> orang cari aku walaupun aku tak pandai

Bila aku bertanya khabar --> aku dikatakan mengejek

Bila aku cuba mempersoalkan sesuatu keputusan --> aku mencabar tuan

Bila bas aku pukul 10 --> aku menyusahkan sume orang, sebab aku sume program cancel walaupun aku beli tiket lepas konfem tentatif & lepas aku sure ade orang nak kejar LRT
(x perlu suggest psl naik bus ekspress dr penang, mmg da rancang klu tentatif xberubah)

Bila aku mintak drop kat tol jalan duta --> aku buat driver bas macam driver aku padahal jalan tu mmg on the way nak pegi ke lebuhraya pantai timur dan aku tak mintak driver turunkan aku depan terminal LRT macam sesetengah orang

Bila aku xpegi program --> serius kecoh, tapi orang tak pegi kelas, tak kecoh pun

Bila aku tulis entri ni ----> sure2 orang kata aku nak mengungkit n x ikhlas kan? pastu nak defend diri n blame orang lain kan? habis tu, selama ni aku dicemuh je, tanpa soal selidik, macamla aku hati aku ni batu, so terpaksa meh.

simpulan bahasa:
Talam dua muka,
maksudnya depan si A cakap lain, depan si B cakap lain
contoh:
Nak balik cepat, nak kejar LRT, LRT sampai kul 12 je
Bile petang, sapa2 nak balik awal, sila turun dari bas ni.. fuh fuhh..

Sorry, i know who you are already.

It seems like this post will offend somebody, but why not?
Anyway, tq very much!! i have so much sweet memory in this class
keep on mengumpat n menfitnah..

Mibu & Jew

When I read manga, I cannot help to relate them with the real life. I'm a person with high level of curiosity, and if I'm curious I will find out about something from different angels so that I don't stick to only one story. Not long ago I'm curious about Jew. As a Muslim, i learn about Jew since I was little, but not as a whole so some facts are missing. because of that, I try to read about them. And what I read is really shocking, some actually contradicts with what I perceived before. And surprisingly, when I read about them, I cannot help but to compare them with a clan called Mibu in a manga, Kyo Samurai Deeper.

Mibu:
Mibu clan in Kyo Samurai Deeper is a race of superhuman. They have high level of knowledge in science and technology. With that, they are able to live longer than normal human and has been controlling Japan in a shadow. It can be said that they are the one that rule Japan since they choose who are going to be the ruler of Japan and they are the one that influence the history of Japan. Since they are more powerful than the rest of human, they refer themselves as god and become arrogant.
However, the later generation of Mibu suffers from incurable disease and when they die, the body disperses without leaving a trace. It was later revealed that the real Mibu clan has actually extinct long time ago because they fight each other for greater power and the one that replaces them is only a battle doll made by the true Mibu clan.

Jew:
Since I was little, I view Jew as a race, which embrace a religion called Judaism and they call their god as YHWH. I believe most muslims share the same view. Jew called themselves as a chosen people which is agreed by christian. The rest of human is called goyim or gentile which put them at level higher than the rest of human. I always wonder how a race which is said the oldest race that still survive which is claimed to had undergone genocide and victimized since forever can actually escape from extinction. Then, later i knew the real fact. It lies on the definition of Jew itself.

Actually there are problems in determining who is a Jew. Sounds weird, but yes it is.

One is considered as Jew by birth or by conversion.
There are some laws for determination of Jewish identity by birth. Torah forbids Jew to intermarry with non-Jew since they consider Jew and the rest of human as different species. If a Jew marries with non-Jew, the Jewish identity is passed by the Jewish mother. but this contradicts with the karaite Judaism (a Judaism movement) which considers Jewishness is passed from the Jewish father.

For becoming a Jew through conversion, one has to go through strict procedure before being acknowledged as a Jew. Different movements hold different requirement to be a Jew. They are called the proselyte.

My view:
It is confusing to determine what is Jew and who is a Jew. Different movement has different view, so which one is the real one?
Is Jew a race or a religion?
if one can convert to Jew, does that mean the rest of goyim can become jew and raise to higher level and become the chosen people?
If it is so, those who do not convert to be Jew must be masochist, isn't it?

So i think, there is no real Jew left in this world. even if they still exist, only a very small number left. So, they have no right to claim the Palestine land as theirs.
My mom once said to me, " i think jew's cruelty and arrogance are inherited from the 9 brothers of prophet Joseph which abandoned their brother in a well", and I responded "No way, the Jews today are not even related to them, they are fake!".

Being 23

Last night i said to my mum, "umi, I'm going to be 23 tomorrow". and My mum responded, "yes, you are that old already. when i was at your age, i already has you".

See, now I'm one year older than yesterday, will i be a better person?

I'm always impressed at others' achievement. how come he/she can do so much in his/her life. how different am i compared to them.

At the age of 23, my mum gave birth to me while she was still studying, my dad has already crossed the Selat Melaka to get a better life, Siti Nurhaliza has already spread her wing to Japan. What about me?

So, Amalina, set your goal, plan your life, be what you wanna be, do what you wanna do, do not afraid to take risk, do not give up when you fail, live your life to the fullest. when the time comes, it's maybe your turn to shine. May Allah grant your wish so that you can contribute something to the world, to the religion, to the ummah, to the country, to the people. May Allah strengthens your heart so that you will overcome whatever that comes. Aminn..

Which one??

Some of my classmates are going crazy over a gadget called iPod touch. It is claimed that this gadget will be very much help in one of our killer subjects this year which is pharmacotherapeutic. It started with some guys in my class and started to spread to sisters. If I'm not mistaken, 4 of our sisters have already own one and it is predicted that more will buy this gadget very soon.

Actually, I'm a bit depressed because I'm not good in pharmacotherapeutic so I also want one if it will help me to master the subject. The problem is I've no enough money. I just bought netbook lenovo ideapad S10-3 worth RM1349 and only some left. But I still want it. So I made a call to my dad and ask for help. Gladly, he is willing to lend some. so here comes the problem.

The actual purpose I wanna buy this gadget is for educational purpose, so I thought if I were to buy, I will choose the 8G one which worth RM779. However, the 32G seems appealing because the capacity is 4 times the former but worth RM1199 that is extra only RM420. So, which one should I choose? If I choose 8G, I fear that it performs slower but if I choose 32G, I fear that it defeats the original purpose since there are lots of spaces and I will end up downloading games, songs and many others which I'm sure will distract me... so WHICH ONE???

Whine

I hate quiz when

1. it is pop
2. it covers more that it should
3. i have no i pod
   
4. it makes my heart go doki-doki in class
5. i cannot pay attention to the lecture
6. there is pile of notes for quiz on my table instead of note book to jot down the lecture (sounds familiar?)
   
7. i feel like not coming to class because i worry for quiz in the evening
8. there is less people coming to class until at some point other lecturers notice
9. it takes my resting time
10. it is unfair.. i want to cheat too
11. i feel sad because i cannot i answer the question
12. i whine and whine but there is nothing i can do about it
13. i feel like I'm gambling my own future
14. i lose control over my gpa and cgpa
15. i lose control over my study time
16. class feels gloomier on the quiz day, everybody keeps on studying and i can see stress are all over their faces
17. i have to mark other's quiz paper and i don't know how to give mark because the question is subjective and people have 1001 ways of answering

And lastly i hate Google image!! seriously!!!

Complaint

Ini adalah entry yang penuh dengan komplen

Sem ni seperti yang sumer maklum, mid sem dimansuhkan n digantikan dgn kuiz. seriesly aku xkesah pun tapi yang penting bagi aku adalah planning menjayakan sesuatu keputusan tu. dalam subjek QA, ade satu term yang aku br belaja iaitu: Quality design, tapi seriusly, bg aku system baru ni mmg dah fail dari design lagi. ade design ke tak pun aku tak sure.

Waktu matric dulu pun ade quiz, ade tutorial, but ok je, aku takde pun rase tension or geram ke. Sistem lagi teratur, markah pun taklah rely on kuiz semata2. Maybe someone patut diantar balik ke matric untuk mengkaji system yang digunakan.

Lagi, sistem baru ni membebankan aku sbbnya aku jadi tak flexible, kalau asyik subjek tu je nak buat kuiz, subjek2 lain bile pulak aku nak study.

Pastu aku nak komplen pasal SLT. it is claimed that time allocated for student to study are one hour before class, one hour in class and one more hour after class. betul ke?? kalau kelas hr ni 6hours, so maknanya aku kene study malam semalam 6 hours, malam ni another 6 hours. ok fine, so mcm mane pulak 6 hours class tomorrow?? jangan dilupa report, assignment, presentation. so persoalannya, betul ke bagai dikata?

So, bagi aku, sem baru ni mmg xde perancangan langsung, hanya try n error je, klu ok oklah, klu x ok, student punye salah.. dan sebenarnye, midsem bukan dimansuhkan, tp dibanyak-kalikan..

So in conclusion, blehh.. aku stress!!!!

Kucing gen 2

Minggu lepas rancang nak balik tapi tak jadi sebab ade hal lain kena buat kat UIA so aku pun stay jela kat bilik sorang2. Tibe2 rase rindu kat anak2 kat rumah so aku pun suruh la adik aku upload gamba anak2 aku yang dia ambil gune handfon samsung wave die yang baru tu. Agak rindu jugakla dengan samsung die tuh pasal sebelum die balik jordan sempat jugak aku gune main asphalt 5. memang best lahhh


Semalam sebelum tido aku pun download la fail gamba tersebut... dan inilah gamba2 kucing generasi ke2 aku :::>

Dalam kotak IKEA ni adalah noneng dan anak-anaknye: comot n kuning kecik. comot n kuning kecik suke tidur kat jendela

Mmm.. cak!!

Comot pulak suke main dalam pasu..



yang ni kuning besar, die sepesel sbb die boleh melunjur kaki


Ni pulak adalah kelabu...


Wawawa.. rindunya, cepat la raya, x saba nak balik nihh.