New phase

Hai hai hai.. lama sungguh tak update blog. rase malas sungguh. tp demi kemaslahatan blog, aku cuba juga mencoret berbaris kata terutamanya tentang fasa baru dalam hidup iaitu fasa bekerja. sume manusia kene keje, kalau tak keje macam mane nak hidup tanpa menyusahkan orang macam mat-mat and minah-minah meleis di luar sana.

pada 1 ogos 2011, aku dan rakan-rakan telah melapor diri ke Jabatan Kesihatan Negeri Terengganu dan telah ditemptkan di HSNZ Kuala Terengganu, dalam 20 minit dari rumah. tapi disebabkan kesesakan di waktu pagi, perjalanan mengambil masa hampir 30 - 40 minit ke tempat kerja. di HSNZ, aku dilokasikan di jabatan pesakit dalam (in-patient department) di mana sebulan pertama aku perlu bertugas di satellite pharmacy tingkat empat.

pengalaman bekerja setakat ini... Hmm, agak susah nak digambarkan. well, mula-mula kerje ni terasa bebalnya diri ini. ini tak tak tau, itu tak tau. tak confident, takut buat salah, takut kene marah sume ade. bercampur-baur. tapi, nak taknak, hidup mesti diteruskan, setahun latihan ni mesti disempurnakan!! get a grip Amalina!!

minggu pertama, aku ditugaskan untuk filling. Pagi-pagi, aku pegi tolong PPF filling UOD. Waktu ni barulah faham apa yang madam rohani duk cite2 bagi ikut frequency bla2. pastu, filling untuk UOU. Pastu tunggu precription dari patient dari kecemasan dan yang discharge dari ward.

Minggu kedua, aku diajar screening dan menguruskan dangerous drugs (DD). aku start screening last day minggu pertama. Mak datuk, punyela slow macam siput. tak tau nak tengok mana dulu, blurla. tapi takpe, start slow.. in fact sekarang ni lepas screen pun aku mintak senior tolong cekkan before bagi ppf untuk buat label. waktu screening ni ade dua bende kene tengok, ubat yang baru nak prescribe dan ubat yang nak disambung. yang penting waktu ni adalah, dose, duration, polypharmacy, renal function bla-bla.

pasal DD, hari indent DD adalah ahad dan rabu. hari pertama memang kusut la. dengan buku indent DD yang banyak dari ward yang banyak, mak aii.. sampai petang tak siap2. proses untuk indent DD: cek penggunaan dalam ward, betul ke tak, kalau dah betul baru kite supply mengikut maksmum stok. setiap kali keluarkan DD untuk satu-satu ward kene catit baki yang tinggal, supaya kalau ade shot senang nak trace. then print receipt, dah siap, panggil la nurse2 dari ward tersebut. kalau ade salah rekod, better bagitau cepat2, supaya nurse cepat2 betulkan and keje kite pun siap cepat, pastu da settle sume, rekod pulak dalam buku DD farmasi.. tadi berjaya siapkan indent DD pukul 3, kire okayla.

setakat ni itu je yang aku baru buat. pasal dispensing, ade isu sikit. aku start dispensing hari kedua, sebab ppf suruh dispense. so aku pun dispensela. tapi actually boss aku tak kasi dispense lagi. so aku stop dispense. pastu aku pegi satellite tingkat tujuh, senior suruh dispense. pastu bile boss aku tau aku dispense, die suruh jangan dispense. Aih.. pening aku.. Haha.

okay, sebagai extra, nak gtau care nk calculate dose syrup untuk pead.

1. tanya berat patient
2. cek dose kat frank shann
3. calculate berapa ml nk suro patient amek
4. nk supply berapa? ml tadi darab frequency and duration

contoh:

1. berat patient 13kg
2. dose untuk pcm 15mg/kg 4H, 13 x 15 = 195mg.
3. preparation syrup pcm: 120mg/5ml, so (195mg/120mg) x 5 ml = 8.13 ml
4. contoh 195 mg tds x 1/52, so 8.13 x 3 x 7 = 170 ml, satu botol kalau tak silap 60 ml, so 3 botol la..

camtula lebih kurang. mula-mula dah lupa camne nak kira, then tanya PPF. terimas!!

p/s: klaula ade acad review, instead of mansuhkan midsem exam, better abolish community attachment yang buat setiap tahun tu ganti ngan hospital attachment. seminggu kat setiap department pun jadilah!!

Fantastic Children

Minggu lepas aku dan rakan2 pergi ke UIA kuantan untuk settlekan clearance. Alang-alang pergi Kuantan singgah la sekejap kat kedai buku Popular kat berjaya Megamall. Aku pun belek2 vcd anime lat situ, terpandangla vcd Fantastic Children. Dah lama gak aku nak cari cerita ni, sempat tengok sekejap je kat animax dulu, aku pun belila satu.

Sampai je Terengganu, aku terus habiskan 2 hari 2 malam melayan cerita anime 26 episod ni. memang terbaiklah.

Fantastic children ni adalah cerita sains fiksyen megisahkan sekumpulan budak-budak berambut putih bermata biru yang sebenarnya adalah saintis-saintis dari planet lain yang muncul di bumi dari tahun 1948 hinggalah tahun 2012. Sepanjang diorang berada di bumi, jejak-jejak budak-budak ni banyak dicatat dalam sejarah dan diorang sentiasa muncul berupa budak-budak berumur 11 tahun sehinggakan seorang saintis terkenal pada zaman tu hampir gila apabila dia dapat menjejak kewujudan mereka ni. Saintis tersebut menggelar mereka befort children.

Befort Children

Budak-budak ni muncul di bumi membawa misi penting iaitu untuk mencari puteri planet mereka yang bernama Tina. Sepanjang hampir 5 abad, mereka tak berjaya menemui Tina tepat pada waktunya, tapi akhirnya pada tahun 2012 misi mereka tercapai dengan bantuan seorang budak lelaki bernama Tohma. Waktu ni Tina dikenali sebagai Helga.

Tina, Tohma, Helga

konsep penting yang dibawa dalam anime ni adalah reincarnation di mana apabila seseorang mati roh tersebut akan dihidupkan dalam badan yang lain dalam kehidupan akan datang dan memori kehidupan lepas selalunya hilang. Sebab tu bukan senang nak cari Tina disebabkan sepanjang 5 abad pengembaraan budak-budak ni, roh Tina selalu bertukar-tukar badan. Clue yang ada hanyalah gambar yang selalu Tina lukis iaitu bulan dan pemandangan di planet asal beliau. Malah Tina pun tak tahu kenapa dia selalu lukis benda yang sama. Sepanjang 500 tahun kat bumi, budak-budak ni dah reincarnate beberapa kali tapi memori diorang dapat dikekalkan menggunakan rod memori yang diorang cipta.

lukisan Tina

Konflik dalam cerita ni,
1. ayah Tina adalah raja di planet asal, pastu adik die dengki so die nak rampas takhta
2. saintis-saintis di planet asal menkaji pasal life after death, pastu boleh cari roh yang dah mati dan masukkan ke dalam badan palsu, so kira macam fake reincarnation
3. Tina mati sebab diserang adik raja, so raja suruh saintis hidupkan semula Tina guna fake reincarnation. tapi badan tina jadi tak stabil, dan membahayakan planet. sebab tu tina di hantar ke bumi, supaya di bangkitkan semula guna badan yang asli.
4. adik raja di expel dari planet tersebut dan dia ke bumi nak cari Tina supaya boleh jadi senjata untuk ambil alih takhta

Bagi aku cerita ni memang awesome. Yang paling aku suka dalam cerita ni adalah lagu dia, memang best. Pastu pulak macam mana diorang kaitkan kisah-kisah diorang sepanjang 500 tahun kat bumi dan kehidupan diorang kat planet asal. Ada jugak yang sedih di mana ada sepasang kekasih dalam kumpulan saintis tersebut terpaksa berpisah selama-lamanya walaupun sepatutnya kat planet asal diorang lagi seminggu je diorang nak bertunang sebelum terjadinya tragedi.

Lukisan dia memang agak so-so. tapi bagi aku kalau lukisan tak lawa tapi cite best aku tak kesah..

File sharing

mood: RAGEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
(takde tapisan, mungkin mengandungi bahasa2 kasar di bawah)

aku merupakan pembaca tegar manga. tapi tak semua manga ade jual kat kedai buku, so untuk mendapatkan bahan bacaan ni, aku terpaksa mendownload dari scanlator yang mengupload manga-manga tersebut di filesharing websites. antara website yang aku selalu download file adalah mediafire, megaupload, 4shared, sendspace dan lain2.

hari ni, macam biase, aku pun nk download manga fantastic children dari megaupload, tapi tak boleh bukak, kebetulan beberapa hari lepas aku terbaca artikel pasal skmm nk block file sharing websites nih. so untuk mnconfirmkan perkara ni aku pun google, rupa2nye mmg sah skmm da suro isp block websites2 tersebut.






cis bedebah!! benda2 macam ni memang buat aku hangin. wey!! aku bayar la internet ni, suka hati akula nak bukak website ape pun! file sharing je pun!! bebal betul la..

dan bukan aku sorang je yang hangin.. selain pengipas gomen, aku yakin most of internet users must be angry. yelah, ingat bayar bil internet ni nak main fesbuk je ke.. ini adalah fesbuk grup yang bengang dengan tindakan skmm nih:

1M Malaysians Don't Want SKMM Block File Sharing Website

dan disebabkan bengang dengan tindakan yang mencabul kebebasan berinternet ni, hackers yang menggelarkan diri diorang sebagai Anonymous telah menghantar warning untuk menggodam website-website gomen ni. diorang umumkan akan menggodam hari ni. operation ni dinamakan Operation Malaysia. contoh website yang dah digodam: sabahtourism.

wahai gomen, tolonglah sibukkan diri uruskan kes video porno, harga petrol, harga barang runcit, simbah asid, isu perkauman, mati mengejut kat bangunan sprm, kes buang anak, kazakhtan dan lain2 kes yang selesai-selesai lagi tu. please leave us alone. jangan menyusahkan orang lagi boleh tak!!! mentang2 baru lepas melawat china, janganlah sampai internet blocking pun nk tiru china jugak!! socai betulla!!!!

R-day, S-day

Waktu yg mendebarkan datang lagi. Seperti sem2 sebelum ni, 2-3 hari sebelum R-day @ result day, aku mmg da tak senang duduk, terngiang-ngiang, terbayang-bayang jawapan yang aku jawab mase final exam dulu. Waktu ni la duk risau lulus ke gagal ke. Tapi sem ni la paling kritikal sebab sem ni sem terakhir. Kalaula tersangkut sem yang paling last ni, payahnyelah. So sejak semalam aku da meraung-raung menjerit sorang-sorang nak hilangkan nervous, sampai naik rimas mak aku tengok. Jenuh mak aku cakap, ina toksah risaula.. lulus nye. sorila mak, nak dekat Hari Ibu ni, nnt ina blanja na..

Alhamdullillah tepat kul 5 petang lebih cket, setelah penat mengklik reload banyak5 kali, muncul jugak akhirnye result slip di desktop aku. Alhamdulillah pass sume. Aku tak heran dah aku dapat A+ ke, C- ke yang penting aku lulus!! Maka dapatla aku graduate dengan amannye. Pasal apa aku tak heran da, salah 1 sebabnye cgpa terakher ni hanya penting buat bakal2 penerima pharmaniaga award. Tahniah la kat sapa2 yg dapat award tu.. Korang memang excellent lah!!

Oleh sebab dengan meraung dan menjerit-jerit tak dapat mengurangkan nervous aku, aku cuba menyebokkan diri di hari R-day ini. So malam tadi, aku dan mak aku pergi ke giant untuk membeli persiapan menyambut S-day @ Sushi day..

So pukul 11 tadi aku pun mulakan projek S-day nih.
Apakah bahan-bahannya?

Untuk nasi
1) beras jepun 2 cup
2) cuka beras 4 sudu besar
3) gula 4 sudu besar .. aku guna gula stevia, kurang kalori cket, 2 sudu besar
4) garam 1 1/2 sudu teh

Untuk inti sushi
1) crab meat
2) hot dog
3) telur dadar
4) serunding

lain-lain:
1) seaweed

Prosedur:

1) Tanak nasi dulu.. mula2 aku buat nisbah 1:1 so 2 cup beras 2 cup air. tapi nasi mentah, so aku tambah 2 lagi cup air.. terlembik la plak.. so mengikut kata expert aka adek aku, nisbah air 1 cup beras 1 1/4 or 1 1/3 cup air

2) Sementare menanak nasi, gaulkan cuka beras, gula dan garam dalam mangkuk lain. kalau gula dan garam susah sangat nak larut, tambah cket air panas.

3) Rebus dulu crab meat and hot dog dan masak telur dadar

4) Lepas nasi da masak, gaulkan dengan campuran cuka, dan garam sampai sebati.. rasa la dulu.. biar sejuk

5) Pastu, hamparkan bamboo mat, hamparkan seaweed atas bamboo mat

6) Amek nasi tadi, lenyek2 atas seaweed, cover seaweed tadi. pastu letak la bahan2 inti atas nasi yang dah dilenyek rata tadi.

7) Pastu ape lagi, gulung la bamboo mat tersebut

8) Gulungan sushi kemudiannye di potong. recommended gune pisau yang tajam. senang cket nak potong. sapu pisau dengan cuka, biar nasi tak melekat kat pisau tersebut.

9) Pastu hidang n makan!!



Disebabkan ade nasi yang lebih.. tangan ni rase menggatal nak buat onigiri. Ape itu onigiri? onigiri ni nasi kepal.. simple je aku buat.

1) Basuh tangan dulu besih3 n keringkan

2) Tabur garam atas tapak tangan kiri, klu kidal tangan kanan la..

3) Amek nasi tadi, leperkan atas tapak tangan tadi, amek la inti ape2 pun. aku letak crab meat cket, hot dog cket, telur cket, mayonese cket atas nasi

4) Pastu tambah nasi letak atas inti tadi n kepal2 la dengan kedua2 belah tangan sampai jadi bentuk onigiri.

5) Pastu letak la seaweed kat tapak nasi kepal tadi

6) pastu makanla dengan gembiranya.



Wahaha... first time buat, banyak la celanye, comot lak tu. tapi yang penting puas hati n dapat hilangkan nervous tunggu result.. bile makan je, otometik aku sebut oishiii~~~ (sedap~~~)

Another animal abuse

Last time Malaysians were angry with a video showing a dog abused by 2 abusers and until now their whereabouts are unknown.

But psychopaths are everywhere. This time it was two kitten which were tortured with umbrella and being kicked and finally murdered. the action was caught by cctv and was uploaded in internet. in the video, the kitten's mother went to rescue the first kitten but was chased away. the abuser went to the second kitten and again the kitten's mother went to get the kitten but it was hopeless. Jeez, i thought only israel who do that

As usual, who wont be angry seeing how helpless the kitten were while being tortured and murdered, so the internet army has hunted this bastard (oops sorry, harsh word there). They found out the murderer is a chinese she-male (tomboy) living in serdang. i wonder why is it whenever there is abuse case, the Chinese is the perpetrator? maid abuse, dog abuse and now cat abuse? Am i too generalizing here?

Nah anyway, since she was caught red-handed, today she will be in press conference. heard that she want to apologize in public. what, do you think people will let you go just like by just apologizing? Hope she will get punishment for her doing. May she rot in hell forever.

For the brave of heart:
link to the video-> here
pictures-> here

Not for those who has heart problem.

Temuduga SPA: My Story

Pada 25 Februari 2011 yakni Jumaat lepas, aku telah menghadiri sesi temuduga oleh Pegawai SPA sebagai syarat sebelum ditawarkan bekerja.

Some of my friends already posted their experience. so after pending about a week, i want to tell about my story pulak. Frankly speaking i didn't study much for the interview. two days before the day of the interview, i was busy watching House from season 6 until season 7. i felt a bit guilty actually. i just selak2 government website, asked my friends who had been interviewed and discussed with them.

i woke up early and went early to the place of the interview. but unfortunate thing happened even before i enter the building. you know how it's hard for me to find shoes because of my foot size (saiz 4 hampir tak ade ye.. hampir tak ade di kedai-kedai kasut di Malaysia). so i just used my old shoes which i seldom use. the minute i walk out from my car, aku rase ade bende tak kena dengan kasut aku ni. rupa-rupanya tapak kasut hampir-hampir terpisah dari kasut tersebut. shit, why now??? hatiku meronta-ronta. Rapuh sungguh kasut cap Verne nih. Nah, berserah jelah. Ku pasrah..

dengan berhati-hati, aku melangkah ke lif dan tiba di tingkat 5 bangunan SPA. Di situ aku dan rakan berkumpul sebelum dipanggil ke bilik temuduga. kami berbincang sesama kami. Satu demi satu rakan-rakan dipanggil. Yang baru keluar ditalu-talu dengan soalan-soalan. Aku pun dengan hati yang berdegup-degup menunggu giliranku sambil membace apa-ape yang patut.

Dalam pukul 10.30, tiba giliranku untuk ditemuduga. selepas memberi salam kepada penemuduga aku pun duduklah dengan muka yang cuak di depan penemuduga tersebut.

P.J: Kamu mesti dah tanya kawan-kawan yang dah kena temuduga sebelum ni dan dah sedia dengan jawapan sekali kan? Okay cuba ceritakan satu

okay aku blur sebenarnya waktu ni dan entah kenapa ada clinical je dalam otak aku. aku pun cakap je la pasal kaunseling insulin pen. at that time dengan suara terketar-ketar aku pun merepek-repek pasal storage, administration and side effects of insulin, how to counter hypoglycemia bla-bla. i was looking at their faces as i was talking and i can see they looked bored. i know i messed up. i was like crap! what i just blurted out!! seperti diduga aku pun ditegur panjang lebar oleh penemuduga. aku pun mengangguk-anggukkan kepala tanda faham. Sebenarnya waktu ni aku pulak yang boring. Hehe..

P.J: Okay ceritakan tentang keluarga kamu

Aku menceritakan tentang pekerjaan abah dan umi, asal-usul mereka, keadaan keluarga, kediaman dulu dan sekarang, adik perempuan yang belajar di Jordan dan adik bongsu yang Down Syndrome dan menghidap masalah mental dan epilepsi dan keadaannya sekarang. waktu ni aku dapat rasakan yang suara aku kembali normal dan tak terketar-ketar. Aku mula menjawab secara santai dan teratur. Aku mengiyakan bila ditanya aku memilih negeri pilihan kerana nak menolong keluarga menjaga Cai.

P.M: Ubat apa yang adik kamu ambil sekarang? Ashaari Malina ni lelaki ke perempuan? (common question, Cai ni lelaki, Malina tu nama keluarga)

aku menjawab tablet Epilim dan tablet Risperidone. Ketika ini, aku ditanya lagi tentang dos epilim and pernahkah adik aku undergo TDM. Aku jawab 600 mg BD dan aku tak yakin adik aku pernah undergo TDM ke tak pernah. Waktu ni aku dibebel lagi. Haha. seriusly aku tak pernah berpeluang ikut adik aku ke hospital dan aku baru tahu Epilim ataupun Sodium Valproate kena buat TDM sem ni sedangkan adik aku dah ambil epilim lima tahun yang lepas. Kalau aku tanya mak aku pun, sure2 die pun tak tahu. Anyway, my bad for not knowing

P.J:Do you cook?

Aku pantas menjawab No (haha.. seriously i don't cook.. My mum always said malanglah sapa yang jadi suami ina ;P)

P.J: I'm sure you have cooked anything before. ( i nodded) Okay tell me in english.

Okay aku pun storyla about how to cook sambal bilis cili api (the only thing i know besides nasi goreng). P.J. corrected my pronunciation such as saute, onion, anchovy.

P.J: Kamu tahu pasal piramid makanan? apa paling atas dan apa paling bawah?

Aku jawab paling atas makan berminyak dan yang manis-manis. yang bawah sekali adalah bijirin seperti nasi dan oat. Maksudnya kita ambil yang paling atas kita ambil sikit dan yang paling ambil banyak. aku terangkan bagaimana makanan seharian-harian perlulah seimbang.

P.J: Cuba kamu bagi kauseling pasal makanan pada saya

Aku terangkan tentang total calorie requirement dan pemakanan seharian bergatung kepada matlamat kita samada mahu maintainkan kurangkan ataupun tambahkan berat. aku diminta memudahkan penjelasan dan beri kaunseling tentang pemakanan kepada seorang makcik kampung yang menghidap diabetes dan berkolesterol tinggi(mind you, makcik di kampung mungkin tak faham ape kalori-kalori nih). aku teringat dietition recommendation waktu belajar clinical nutrition di mana pinggan di belah 4: 1/2 sayur, 1/4 nasi, 1/4 lauk. P.J. mengangguk-angguk dengan jawapan aku.( mungkin puas hati kot<-- nak sedapkan hati)

P.M: Kalau makcik tu kata dia tak makan nasi dan makan roti tu saja macam mana?

Waktu ni aku rasa bersyukur sangat aku ambil clinical nutrition. Dengan konfidennya aku jawab 1 hidangan nasi bersamaan dengan 3 keping roti. 1 hidangan nasi adalah sebesar penumbuk. aku lihat kedua-dua penemuduga mengangguk-angguk (tanda setuju kot <-- sedapkan hati lagi).

P.J: Kalau macam tu penumbuk saya besar, maksudnya saya boleh ambil nasi sama besar dengan penumbuk saya ke?

truthfully, aku tak berapa yakin pasal ni so nak selamat aku pun jawablah sukat nasi dengan mangkuk seperti disaran dietitian. ( haha, mengelat)

P.J: Adik kamu belajar di Jordan, dia tak balik Malaysia?

Aku rasa mungkin die maksudkan krisis di timur tengah. Aku katakan Jordan tak teruk sangat mungkin sebab Jordan adalah sistem beraja so keadaan die lain sedikit daripada Mesir dan Tunisia. Kalau rakyat tak puas hati, dia boleh pecat je perdana menteri ganti yang baru.

P.J: Kamu ada apa-apa nak beritahu kami?

Aku fikir-fikir. Hmm tak de kot.

Maka berakhirlah temuduga.
Waktu ni aku baru aku perasan rupanya heels aku da completely separated from my shoes. aku pun kutiplah heels tersebut sebelum mengambil mengambil fail. Tamatlah riwayat kasut tersebut.. Aku pun cabut dan meronda-ronda ECM sambil terhenjut-henjut mencari sandal baru..

Sandal baru disamping kasut lama

P/S: Harap-harap aku tak dicampak jauh2.

Smoker

Today, i just received my brother's medical report that may my mum sent.
i just took a look at the report and i was like, wHaT!!

It's written there:

" 19 years old Malay boy, SMOKER, with underlying epilepsy and Down's Syndrome....."

What the hell!! Ca'i only knows KFC drumstick not cigarette ok. Lighter pun tak pernah pegang, apatah lagi mancis. keje berguling-guling atas katil & melompat2 bile bosan, bile masa pulak nak sedut & hembus asap.

Cis, betul la, sungguh terpesong..

So, pengajaran kat sini, kalau clerk case janganlah bergantung pada case note semata-mata, interview patient betul2. mane tau ade misleading information tertulis kat situ..

Comel & animal abuse

I'm very sad today. My cat, Comel died in front of me right at 2.59 am. it was a right decision not to sleep tonight to nurse her. my mom told me that she lose appetite 3 days ago and had diarrhea. she got injection from vet, the diarrhea stopped but she still refused to eat and drink. but still i fed her milk and water. usually i will use syringe, but unfortunately this time I've got no syringe so instead i used tiny straw to pull up water using capillary force to feed her milk. it was heartbreaking to witness how she went away, she was skinny, she had small jerky movement like spasm and finally at the end of her life she was gasping several times. At that moment, i woke my mom up and Comel finally ended her very short life on my mom's lap. Hope she had a good life and enjoying herself with us. Oh gosh, Amalina, please brace yourself, life is short anyway.



you know, several days ago i am also saddened with a video showing a Malaysian Chinese man abusing a poodle to get the dog stands on his hind limbs for 60 seconds. i tried to watch the video, but it was hard for me to finish it. you will know once you watch it. the video had angered many pet-lovers especially dog lovers around the world and has started man-hunting incidence in the internet searching for the cruel man and his girlfriend who recorded the 15 minutes video. This has alerted SPCA Malaysia and Singapore to look for these guys. For now, the man in the video is identified as Allen Tan and his girlfriend is Doreen Loo. For me, even though it was a dog that was abused, even though dog is a taboo in Islam, but the animal is still Allah's creature. We have to love them no to abuse them. why are men so cruel? how come human can become this low? I really hope this guy are found and beat up by other people. It's not worth to be punished with RM 200 fine and 5 months imprisonment according to Malaysia law.



http://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=104492602962078&id=160126524037293#!/pages/Andrew-Michelles-Save-the-Poodle-Mission/160126524037293

Ka ching

Di satu pagi yang hening di hari minggu

Kring.. Kring..

Umi: Salam.. Tengah buat ape, hari tu umi miss call kenape x call balik?
Aku: Kredit xde
Umi: Kenape? takde duit sangat dah ke?
Aku: Aah.. Kat bank tinggal RM28 je, kat tangan ade RM100
Umi: bagi no akaun nanti umi masukkan

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Keesokan harinya, di ATM pak guard

ATM: Baki akaun anda RM 228
Aku: Yay... lepas duit minyak n makan untuk 2 minggu..

Kesimpulannya, walaupun umur dah nak masuk 24, still mintak duit parent. So hargailah ibu bapa anda, Jangan sekali-kali menderhaka. Tanpa mereka, sapelah nak tolong time sengkek macam ni.. dan janganlah boros berbelanja...

Breakfast: Beauty Pop

I just had my breakfast today. Not NAsi Lemak or something but it is shojo manga, Beauty Pop. I'm into many genres of manga, be it shonen, shoujo, seinen etc but i'm very selective in reading shojo. Not all shoujo manga is good but some are.

Beauty Pop is about a group of people with talents to be beauticians. they started with a small club in school until finally they are able to build their own empire with obstacles along the way. they give their client the magic to be a more attractive person. the manga has a sense of comedy, a bit on envy, jealousy, romantic, friendship, betrayal and more. I finished the 10 volume manga in about 1 and 1/2 days. it is a good and relax read.


i just got some news regarding manga from Japan. they are going to ban manga with explicit sex content or something or else the mangaka will be fined. well, not that i care but i think it may affect the industry. it seems the bill is being opposed by mangakas and publishers. so maybe in the future no more hentai, yuri, yaoi, shonen ai, and shojo ai. well, who knows.

I'm hooked: Nausicaa of the valley wind

I just finished watching anime from ghibli studio. Nausicaa of the valley wind. Even though the anime was produced in 1983 it is still impressive. The anime is about Nausicaa, a princess of valley wind, a kingdom which located near to toxic forest. the princess has the ability to interact with insects from toxic forest and Ohmu, a strange insect which guard the forest and she is very skilled in flying a jet called glider. Human cannot enter the toxic village without mask as it is lethal. one day, the kingdom of valley wind was attacked by a powerful state of Tolmekia. The state of Tolmekia and another kingdom, Pejite want to destroy the toxic forest by using giant soldier which was made from ancient technology. This has enraged the Ohmu, the guardian of toxic forest and cause them to attack the kingdom Pejite and valley wind. Nausicaa try to stop the attack by sacrificing her life. Finally she was able to calm the enraged ohmu and stop the attack. Nausicaa found that the toxic forest exists to purify the pollution on earth and ohmu guard the forest to maintain its existence.

The enraged Ohmu

the giant soldier

Nausicaa wearing mask rescuing Asbel (the prince of Pejite)

Nausicaa on her glider chased by Tolmekia gunship

Since i'm already hooked with the anime, I'm currently reading the manga. I hope the manga is very good an worth reading.

Japanese usually take the idea from their manga and anime seriously. This is the video of the glider test flight. I hope the glider can be marketed in the future..

Opportunity Cost

Opportunity cost = benefit that forgone when you choose an alternative over the next best alternative

The concept is very simple, but the application is very wide.

Example:
you've got two choices, studying or loitering, you choose loitering then you lose the time to study, in the end you will cram studying in two/ one weeks before the final exam.

you've got two choices, doing assignment or sleeping. you choose to sleep. the time which supposedly used to do assignment will never come back. In the end, you've got too many assignments to do until you don't know which to start first

you've got two choices. doing report or going back home. you choose to go back home. then, you cannot finish report in time and cannot submit it on time.

you've got two choices, studying for quiz or hanging around. you choose to hang around with your friends. then you cannot finish the topics supposed to be covered. in the end, you just berserah and do the quiz halfheartedly.

solution:
Prioritize!!
you cannot have both in a very limited time. then, you've got to choose wisely, present happiness or future brightness. the decision is in your hand.

This is reminder for myself and also others. I've already lose hope for this semester. may i can survive next semester.

Doa & kucheng

O Allah! I seek refuge in You from sorrow and sadness, and I seek refuge in You from unablness and laziness, and I seek refuge in You from cawordliness and miserliness, and I seek refuge in You from the harshness of debt and the overpower of men.

Ya Allah, aku berlndung kepada-Mu dari kebingungan dan kedukacitaan. Aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat lemah dan malas. Aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat penakut dan bakhil. Aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari beban hutang dan penindasan orang


Say: I seek refuge with the Lord of the Dawn. From the mischief of created things. From the mischief of Darkness as it overspreads. From the mischief of those who practise secret arts. And from the mischief of the envious one as he practises envy.

katakanlah olehmu ya Muhammad, saya berlindung dengan tuhan yang menjadikan semua makhluk, daripada segala kejahatan apa yang telah dia jadikan, dan dari kejadian malam yang sangat gelap, dari segala kejahatan tukang-tukang hasut dan dari segala kejahatan pendengki apabila ia dengki

لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ رَبَّنَا لَا تُؤَاخِذْنَا إِنْ نَسِينَا أَوْ أَخْطَأْنَا رَبَّنَا وَلَا تَحْمِلْ عَلَيْنَا إِصْرًا كَمَا حَمَلْتَهُ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِنْ قَبْلِنَا رَبَّنَا وَلَا تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لَا طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنَّا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا وَارْحَمْنَا أَنْتَ مَوْلَانَا فَانْصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ

Allah burdens not any soul beyond its capacity. It shall have the reward it earns, and it shall get the punishment it incurs. Our Lord, do not punish us, if we forget or fall into error; and our Lord, lay not on us a responsibility as Thou didst lay upon those before us. Our Lord, burden us not with what we have not the strength to bear; and efface our sins, and grant us forgiveness and have mercy on us; Thou art our Master; so help us Thou against the disbelieving people.

Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan ia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya. (Mereka berdo`a): Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tak sanggup kami memikulnya. Beri maaflah kami; ampunilah kami; dan rahmatilah kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir.

Di kala hati tak berapa gembira, mehla kita tengok aksi tido kucheng2 ini

Kuning besar

Kelabu

Comot

Comel (newcomer)

Kuning kecik

zooming

Comel lagi

Comot & Kuning kecik

Aku

Ini adalah duka-duka aku di Rx6th

Bila aku bertanya dalam kelas --> aku nak tunjuk pandai

Bila disoal dalam kelas dan disuruh tulis kat depan --> aku disuruh ke depan

Bila takde sape nak masuk kuiz wakil sister --> orang cari aku walaupun aku tak pandai

Bila aku bertanya khabar --> aku dikatakan mengejek

Bila aku cuba mempersoalkan sesuatu keputusan --> aku mencabar tuan

Bila bas aku pukul 10 --> aku menyusahkan sume orang, sebab aku sume program cancel walaupun aku beli tiket lepas konfem tentatif & lepas aku sure ade orang nak kejar LRT
(x perlu suggest psl naik bus ekspress dr penang, mmg da rancang klu tentatif xberubah)

Bila aku mintak drop kat tol jalan duta --> aku buat driver bas macam driver aku padahal jalan tu mmg on the way nak pegi ke lebuhraya pantai timur dan aku tak mintak driver turunkan aku depan terminal LRT macam sesetengah orang

Bila aku xpegi program --> serius kecoh, tapi orang tak pegi kelas, tak kecoh pun

Bila aku tulis entri ni ----> sure2 orang kata aku nak mengungkit n x ikhlas kan? pastu nak defend diri n blame orang lain kan? habis tu, selama ni aku dicemuh je, tanpa soal selidik, macamla aku hati aku ni batu, so terpaksa meh.

simpulan bahasa:
Talam dua muka,
maksudnya depan si A cakap lain, depan si B cakap lain
contoh:
Nak balik cepat, nak kejar LRT, LRT sampai kul 12 je
Bile petang, sapa2 nak balik awal, sila turun dari bas ni.. fuh fuhh..

Sorry, i know who you are already.

It seems like this post will offend somebody, but why not?
Anyway, tq very much!! i have so much sweet memory in this class
keep on mengumpat n menfitnah..

Mibu & Jew

When I read manga, I cannot help to relate them with the real life. I'm a person with high level of curiosity, and if I'm curious I will find out about something from different angels so that I don't stick to only one story. Not long ago I'm curious about Jew. As a Muslim, i learn about Jew since I was little, but not as a whole so some facts are missing. because of that, I try to read about them. And what I read is really shocking, some actually contradicts with what I perceived before. And surprisingly, when I read about them, I cannot help but to compare them with a clan called Mibu in a manga, Kyo Samurai Deeper.

Mibu:
Mibu clan in Kyo Samurai Deeper is a race of superhuman. They have high level of knowledge in science and technology. With that, they are able to live longer than normal human and has been controlling Japan in a shadow. It can be said that they are the one that rule Japan since they choose who are going to be the ruler of Japan and they are the one that influence the history of Japan. Since they are more powerful than the rest of human, they refer themselves as god and become arrogant.
However, the later generation of Mibu suffers from incurable disease and when they die, the body disperses without leaving a trace. It was later revealed that the real Mibu clan has actually extinct long time ago because they fight each other for greater power and the one that replaces them is only a battle doll made by the true Mibu clan.

Jew:
Since I was little, I view Jew as a race, which embrace a religion called Judaism and they call their god as YHWH. I believe most muslims share the same view. Jew called themselves as a chosen people which is agreed by christian. The rest of human is called goyim or gentile which put them at level higher than the rest of human. I always wonder how a race which is said the oldest race that still survive which is claimed to had undergone genocide and victimized since forever can actually escape from extinction. Then, later i knew the real fact. It lies on the definition of Jew itself.

Actually there are problems in determining who is a Jew. Sounds weird, but yes it is.

One is considered as Jew by birth or by conversion.
There are some laws for determination of Jewish identity by birth. Torah forbids Jew to intermarry with non-Jew since they consider Jew and the rest of human as different species. If a Jew marries with non-Jew, the Jewish identity is passed by the Jewish mother. but this contradicts with the karaite Judaism (a Judaism movement) which considers Jewishness is passed from the Jewish father.

For becoming a Jew through conversion, one has to go through strict procedure before being acknowledged as a Jew. Different movements hold different requirement to be a Jew. They are called the proselyte.

My view:
It is confusing to determine what is Jew and who is a Jew. Different movement has different view, so which one is the real one?
Is Jew a race or a religion?
if one can convert to Jew, does that mean the rest of goyim can become jew and raise to higher level and become the chosen people?
If it is so, those who do not convert to be Jew must be masochist, isn't it?

So i think, there is no real Jew left in this world. even if they still exist, only a very small number left. So, they have no right to claim the Palestine land as theirs.
My mom once said to me, " i think jew's cruelty and arrogance are inherited from the 9 brothers of prophet Joseph which abandoned their brother in a well", and I responded "No way, the Jews today are not even related to them, they are fake!".

Being 23

Last night i said to my mum, "umi, I'm going to be 23 tomorrow". and My mum responded, "yes, you are that old already. when i was at your age, i already has you".

See, now I'm one year older than yesterday, will i be a better person?

I'm always impressed at others' achievement. how come he/she can do so much in his/her life. how different am i compared to them.

At the age of 23, my mum gave birth to me while she was still studying, my dad has already crossed the Selat Melaka to get a better life, Siti Nurhaliza has already spread her wing to Japan. What about me?

So, Amalina, set your goal, plan your life, be what you wanna be, do what you wanna do, do not afraid to take risk, do not give up when you fail, live your life to the fullest. when the time comes, it's maybe your turn to shine. May Allah grant your wish so that you can contribute something to the world, to the religion, to the ummah, to the country, to the people. May Allah strengthens your heart so that you will overcome whatever that comes. Aminn..

Which one??

Some of my classmates are going crazy over a gadget called iPod touch. It is claimed that this gadget will be very much help in one of our killer subjects this year which is pharmacotherapeutic. It started with some guys in my class and started to spread to sisters. If I'm not mistaken, 4 of our sisters have already own one and it is predicted that more will buy this gadget very soon.

Actually, I'm a bit depressed because I'm not good in pharmacotherapeutic so I also want one if it will help me to master the subject. The problem is I've no enough money. I just bought netbook lenovo ideapad S10-3 worth RM1349 and only some left. But I still want it. So I made a call to my dad and ask for help. Gladly, he is willing to lend some. so here comes the problem.

The actual purpose I wanna buy this gadget is for educational purpose, so I thought if I were to buy, I will choose the 8G one which worth RM779. However, the 32G seems appealing because the capacity is 4 times the former but worth RM1199 that is extra only RM420. So, which one should I choose? If I choose 8G, I fear that it performs slower but if I choose 32G, I fear that it defeats the original purpose since there are lots of spaces and I will end up downloading games, songs and many others which I'm sure will distract me... so WHICH ONE???

Whine

I hate quiz when

1. it is pop
2. it covers more that it should
3. i have no i pod
   
4. it makes my heart go doki-doki in class
5. i cannot pay attention to the lecture
6. there is pile of notes for quiz on my table instead of note book to jot down the lecture (sounds familiar?)
   
7. i feel like not coming to class because i worry for quiz in the evening
8. there is less people coming to class until at some point other lecturers notice
9. it takes my resting time
10. it is unfair.. i want to cheat too
11. i feel sad because i cannot i answer the question
12. i whine and whine but there is nothing i can do about it
13. i feel like I'm gambling my own future
14. i lose control over my gpa and cgpa
15. i lose control over my study time
16. class feels gloomier on the quiz day, everybody keeps on studying and i can see stress are all over their faces
17. i have to mark other's quiz paper and i don't know how to give mark because the question is subjective and people have 1001 ways of answering

And lastly i hate Google image!! seriously!!!

Complaint

Ini adalah entry yang penuh dengan komplen

Sem ni seperti yang sumer maklum, mid sem dimansuhkan n digantikan dgn kuiz. seriesly aku xkesah pun tapi yang penting bagi aku adalah planning menjayakan sesuatu keputusan tu. dalam subjek QA, ade satu term yang aku br belaja iaitu: Quality design, tapi seriusly, bg aku system baru ni mmg dah fail dari design lagi. ade design ke tak pun aku tak sure.

Waktu matric dulu pun ade quiz, ade tutorial, but ok je, aku takde pun rase tension or geram ke. Sistem lagi teratur, markah pun taklah rely on kuiz semata2. Maybe someone patut diantar balik ke matric untuk mengkaji system yang digunakan.

Lagi, sistem baru ni membebankan aku sbbnya aku jadi tak flexible, kalau asyik subjek tu je nak buat kuiz, subjek2 lain bile pulak aku nak study.

Pastu aku nak komplen pasal SLT. it is claimed that time allocated for student to study are one hour before class, one hour in class and one more hour after class. betul ke?? kalau kelas hr ni 6hours, so maknanya aku kene study malam semalam 6 hours, malam ni another 6 hours. ok fine, so mcm mane pulak 6 hours class tomorrow?? jangan dilupa report, assignment, presentation. so persoalannya, betul ke bagai dikata?

So, bagi aku, sem baru ni mmg xde perancangan langsung, hanya try n error je, klu ok oklah, klu x ok, student punye salah.. dan sebenarnye, midsem bukan dimansuhkan, tp dibanyak-kalikan..

So in conclusion, blehh.. aku stress!!!!

Kucing gen 2

Minggu lepas rancang nak balik tapi tak jadi sebab ade hal lain kena buat kat UIA so aku pun stay jela kat bilik sorang2. Tibe2 rase rindu kat anak2 kat rumah so aku pun suruh la adik aku upload gamba anak2 aku yang dia ambil gune handfon samsung wave die yang baru tu. Agak rindu jugakla dengan samsung die tuh pasal sebelum die balik jordan sempat jugak aku gune main asphalt 5. memang best lahhh


Semalam sebelum tido aku pun download la fail gamba tersebut... dan inilah gamba2 kucing generasi ke2 aku :::>

Dalam kotak IKEA ni adalah noneng dan anak-anaknye: comot n kuning kecik. comot n kuning kecik suke tidur kat jendela

Mmm.. cak!!

Comot pulak suke main dalam pasu..



yang ni kuning besar, die sepesel sbb die boleh melunjur kaki


Ni pulak adalah kelabu...


Wawawa.. rindunya, cepat la raya, x saba nak balik nihh.